I just want to draw...

Like I said in my journal entry...I have a lot of pictures that I owe people.

I made several promises or accepted several requests that I would make a specific picture for a person but at the same time I'm trying to figure out what I'm going to do with my comics that I still need to update since...I don't know how long.

The worst I get of this is mostly from family...cause it regards family matters, but even then I just don't want to do them cause I've already went on a breakthrough on a general idea on what I'm going to do...and when they get mad I just lose my idea and lose inspiration to even continue anymore...

I just basically want to draw and let inspiration take fold...I know I owe a lot of people but right now I just want to find inspiration again to draw something cause right now I have no idea how to fix up several of my comics right now and plus the current tablet I have won't work with me when I want to do a comic page [I need a somewhat more professional tablet than the one I currently have, it takes me too long to do lineart for even a normal picture.]

Again...I'm sorry if it came to this. That you guys had to wait for me to come up with something instead of all this other stuff I've been updating...I'm just trying to get back at drawing Phoniex again and some of my other characters that I haven't drawn for a while now [or at all for that matter]. I'll try to complete the pics I owe you in due time

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